What happened to me?

Where is that cheerful boy I used to know?
I look in the mirror and it's like I don't even recognize myself.
I look so down and tired, I don't see that boy that was so happy so long ago.

What happened to the days I would smile?
Where are the days that my heart wouldn't break?
Where have I gone?

I see that boy when I look in the mirror, but he's too far gone.
I can't bring him back to life he's feeling to much strife.

I feel him inside me, but my depression won't let him come out.
I think the old me is gone without doubt.
Help me God..........