Who am I?

Wat of me, dear Lord?
Are u pleased? Wat did u see?
I am sorry tat I have to ask, wishing I knew without asking.
Fear, I suppose, make me doubt. Still, I yearn to hear from u - a word, or image, a name or even jus a glance from u.

My wound......

I jus read one book saying: - unforgiveness and bitterness can wreck our lives and the lives of others (Eph 4:31, Heb 12:15). Forgiveness is setting a prisoner free and then discovering the prisoner was you. One thing I jus learn and understand tat forgiveness is a choice. It is not a feeling, but an act of the will.

Dont wait to forgive until you feel like forgiving, you will never get there. Feelings take time to heal after the choice to forgive is made. Sometimes we did something wrong or silly mistakes and and we always say, "It didnt really matter" or "I probably deserved part of it anyway."

Tat is a wrong thing to say. As forgiveness says: it was wrong, it mattered, and I release you. - From the book Wild Heart. I always wonder how many times have I forgive myself and others. How many times have I put the blames on others and myself.

Is it hard for me to forgive myself? Is saying a word sorry so hard for me? Is it because of wat i did or happen in the past? Why am I feeling hurt? Lord, I need healing and able to forgive myself.... to release and set free..... Gather my broken fragments to a whole...

Let mine be a merry, all receiving heart, but make it a whole, with light in every part.
Never give up......

Relationships 2

Let's face it!

Gossip can be a delicious and vicious, treat on an otherwise boring day.



Do u know tat in Proverbs 18:8 says, " The words of a gossip are like tasty bits of food. Ppl like to gobble them up." But even though it may seem fun to listen to and repeat little nougats of half-truth about another person, as long as tat person isn't u, right! We should know without a doubt tat it is wrong in God's view.

Nothing good comes from gossip, and ppl are nearly, well always hurt by it! U know wat, Proverbs 16:28 mention "a gossip ruins friendships." This is bad! So stop doing it, steer clear and direct the convo in a positive direction! Ask God for strength to overcome it! Never give up! :)

Driving....

Oh ya I think I haven told all of u about it...... I am now taking my driving lesson....hehehe....This is my 5 times I learn my practical..... I know it kinda late but at least i make an effort to learn though i feel lazy. Oh ya for my theory exam, I only make one mistake, haha wanna show off cos till now no one got tat high yet!!!! Whaha....







Feel kinda happy to be able to sit at the driver seat!!! NICE!!!
Never give up learning.....

Feel a little down

I realized tat sometimes right timing is really important if wanna do something. Though i feel sad about it but still i took this as a challenge. :) Everyone, do understand it. For those who knw me well, I m sure u knw the reason. So guys, sorry for troubling all of u and thanks for supporting me. :) God bless

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday to my best friend,
Your special day has come by again.
We had so much fun last time around,
A younger sister was someone I found.

Each year August 2nd is a wonderful day,
As we march forth in our own fun way.
Just hanging around and laughing a lot,
It is truly amazing what we have got.

A friendship like ours is not easy to come by,
Often the intensity of it makes me glad.
Is our beautiful friendship really only a dream?
Sometimes it feels so unreal that I must shout.

Once again I wish you Happy Birthday ,
An abundance of good blessing for you are in store.
A new year filled with lots of happiness and laughter,
And only the very best for you from here on after.