After all the hard work.....

As usual, we always have to prepare the decoration for the youth alpha, well the ideas always come from shell. This time sure take a lot of time and energy to do but still quite happy with all the hard work......

These was done on friday cos scare not enough time to finish during tat day. It took one whole night to finish the work.










Tat night was really tired and totally exhausted, but at least I had a wonderful slp cos at least I did something for God......Next day pastor say it was nice!! :) All Glory to Him!!!

Lost

Everyday is a tiny step
Away from my Great Shepherd
I felt alone in the whirlwind
I cannot help myself…

I know there is a way back
But I can’t see the path!
Suddenly I was blind,
I’m so alone in the dark…

And out of fear I cried for help
I was expecting for my friends
But they were gone I’m so alone
I was discouraged even more!

But there is one I haven’t called yet
My cries He heard, my sorrows He felt.
Love and help He offered
But I reject, my God was hurt!

But He’d never let me go
He never give up on me
He pulled me out of the shadow
He opened my mind, He brighten my path,
I was restored by His unfailing love!

A place called Depression

Depression is not just sadness
Its an emotion of lonely and inner madness
It gives you thoughts of pain and loss
That other people don’t give a toss
It makes you lash out at friends you love
It makes you question the Lord above
Why did he give me this terrible emotion?
That has no cure or potion
Depression will lock you in
In a small and empty tin
It controls ever action and every thought
And puts your fuse to nought
It makes you scared and all alone
Talking with a silent deadly tone

What happened to me?

Where is that cheerful boy I used to know?
I look in the mirror and it's like I don't even recognize myself.
I look so down and tired, I don't see that boy that was so happy so long ago.

What happened to the days I would smile?
Where are the days that my heart wouldn't break?
Where have I gone?

I see that boy when I look in the mirror, but he's too far gone.
I can't bring him back to life he's feeling to much strife.

I feel him inside me, but my depression won't let him come out.
I think the old me is gone without doubt.
Help me God..........

It not cheap...

During lunch time, leslie and i went to spring to have a quick meal. So we plan to try on this restaurant cos I heard it not bah



Wah i really like this drink, wat was it call again??? Forget already, hehe..


I think they gave us the frog egg bah, look very similar. But quite nice...


Ok, this is wat i order. Usually if u go to normal cafe, it cost around RM6 to 7 right! Guess how much is this one..... nothing special about this nasi lemak! RM10.90 man!!!! Leslie order the same nasi lemak but without the chicken drumstick and cost him RM4.90. So in other word, TAT CHICKEN DRUMSTICK ONLY COST RM6!!!!!! And it taste the same, really know how to make money!!!


Yup tat the bill. (T_T) May be i shud have try other dishes next time bah!!!

Heart and Mind

When I met you, my life changed
Don't know when this feeling came
I got out of bed one morning
Shocked about this feeling

It's not right to love you, I know
But I can't force myself to forget you
You gave color to my life
Though I know the time is not right

I told myself to stay away from you
But I can't teach my heart not to love you
This feeling I had for you keeps growing
A reason for me to be afraid of what this could bring

My mind always telling me to let you go
But my heart is always saying "I Love You"
This heart really rules my mind
And that is why I can't stop this feeling inside

Asking God to help me to decide
Which one will I follow Heart or Mind?
God has purpose to what I feel
For He only knows about what is real

One thing in common between my heart and mind
Is that they're both saying what is right
My mind is right and so with my heart
But one thing is for sure, You are a part of my Life.

Heart And Mind by Rhinze B. Redoble

Confused

My knees start to shake
when your in sight,
my minds filled with wonder
my heart with fright.

when will this feeling stop,
when did it start
how can I listen to my mind
without breaking my heart.

I am so confused,
what should I do?
I can't think of anything
feel like running away.

Should I ignore you
or just give it time
I can't think straight
my heart controls my mind.

Oh happy day, happy moment, happy hour....

Oh it was really great these few days, never been better.

Last week me and the rest of beth ppl went to Pasih Ulu to do the reading bus alpha. I really did enjoy it a lot. I went there once before during the ICCTS and now it almost one year I didnt went back. It really brings back those wonderful moments I had last time. I really enjoy teaching those children and seeing them enjoy it. Guess wat, on the Saturday night I manage to see 2 shooting stars, jus right in front of my eyes. I tell u tat time was really the most beautiful moment. Tat night the sky was clear and lots of stars appeared. I tell u, it like u are in the world of diamonds. Heaven!

Then the villagers bring us to a better place to enjoy the sight, which is near to their house. Guess wat, one of them bring out the mattress for us to lie down. Not only tat, they even serve us hot milo. Wow tat night was the best night I ever had. The next day after the church service, we went to the nearby waterfall for a swim. Later pastor bring us to one of the restaurant for seafood. Oh man I told u, it was like heaven.

A lot of my frens are getting marry next year. Oso recently two of my close frens are now in relationship together, really happy for them! It was a great news for me! But at the same time kinda envy them too...... Guess my still need to work hard on tat, hehe :)

Guess right now I jus celebrate wit them for now and no point to feel bad, right! If u wan, stop dreaming and start working for it! Never give up!

Wow

Ah finally have the free time to write my blog. But first of all, let me share 2 incident that happened recently.

1st incident was at the beach during Bako trip, Yong Shen lost his spectacle while he was swimming at the sea. Normally we will think it is gone for sure and really impossible to find it. He took quite a long time searching for it. So I decided to help up, though I told him it is impossible. As I was about to help up, suddenly I step on something in the water. Guess wat, it was his spect. It took me less than 20 sec to find it.

Next one was last night at the BDC Everise, where we play bowling till 11pm. When we were about to head home, Stanley jus realised he had lost his notebook, I mean the book type, not the electronic one. :) He drop it at the front of the main entrance, so obviously it will be either taken by someone or being throw into the bin. Tat time it was quite dark and it was almost impossible to find it, tat wat I though. Guess wat, I jus went to the near by drain randomly and found it.

I always though these situation is impossible, well almost impossible to overcome it. But now I see it the another way round. Nothing is impossible for God. Why? Cos during both situation I told God bout it...... Strange isnt it. hehe! Never give up!