My 1st pet!!!

U know wat, guess u guys wouldn't believe me one!!! I had a pet and oso my 1st pet. Not the ordinary pet like dog or cat, it a Tortoise!!! COOL isn't it! I found it at the Friendship Park, where it was jus release by one of the family tat day. So i see him so kesian and hear tat it live more on land, a land type. So I though i can keep it and take good care of it!

Well u guys may wan to see it! but to tell u the truth, i have give it to another person to take care of it cos my aunt doesnt allow me to keep it! (T_T) So sad. So eventually i had to give it to a person who can really take good care of it. Haiz soooooo........... sad! Well at least i had good time wit it, i think last around 2 hrs bah! haha a 2 hrs pet!!! Well now it live healthy with the new owner! Bye bye "tuesday", will visit u when i m free!!!

This is my pet! I call it tuesday cos it was found on tuesday, plus i dont know whether it a male or female one!


Look at it, isn't it cute!!!


I hear it doesnt bite at all and it's 20+ years old, base on it size!


This is how big it looks! Jus playing around wit it!


So fun to play wit it!


Bully.........


Actually it quite light!!! Ah this is the last moment i spend time wit 'tuesday'!

In the park 2

Today we went to friendship park again jus to have a walk, at the same time release our stress by feeding the fishes in the pond. After brought the fish food, we plan to change area this time to feed those fishes and guess wat, i manage to see a turtle near the bridge! Kinda surprise cos it quite rare to find one.


Well it kinda hard to feed it cos everytime i throw the food toward it, before the turtle can have a bite, all taken down by the fish! Haiyo need to be fast la, mr turtle!!


Here is the closer view. Isn't it cute! Hard to find it!


Ah wat a lovely sky! This pic is taken around 6 something.


Look at it! Looks like the sky is pink! After enjoy it, we head home around 6.45pm.

In the end, all of us stink like fish food again!

Tag chain - demanded by Yu Full!

Upload your fave picture and answer the question below.



Why did you choose the photo?
- I always want to have a BIG eyes for myself! Cute right!

When was the last time you ate pizza?
- YESTERDAY, during lunch time! Oh man it was really good!

The last song you've listen too?
- Gotta Be Somebody - Nickelback.

What are you doing beside answering this tag?
- Wonder what photo shud I choose for this blog! Got too many photos in my hardisk, hard to decide!

Besides your own name, how do you like people to call you?
- Cool manly name like Tom Cruise, Brad Pitt or Beckham. Feel kinda weird if call my full name! Of coz NO "Barney" or Barnie"!!!! YUCK, so uncool!!!!

Tag 6 person, the following questions are related to them.
1) Jonathan Wong
2) Shellyn
3) Che Chung
4) Tonyong
5) Fidelia
6) Yan Hui

Who is number 1?
- A great pal of mine when I was in Sibu. He was the one who brought me back to church and impact my Christian life. A great mentor too!

No.3 has a relationship with?
- Everyone know this one!!!! Dont know, can go ask him or anyone from Bethany!

Say something about number 5.
- My group leader during my 1st camp in Kuching, which is the Salt and Light camp! She is great, why! She helps me inform Yan Hui to get a towel for me to shower when i forgot mine last Sat! Thanks a lot Delia!

How about number 4?
- She taught me how to use the Blog! Now u can see some of the new features in my blog, it all thanks to her!

Who is number 2?
- DUDE!!! haha! A great buddy to be with, who can turn the world upside down when she is high! Oh ya thanks a lot for always fetching me around Kuching! Good driving skill!

Say something to number 6.
- Thank u so much for lending me the towel! If it wasnt for u tat time, wonder how i gonna smell like during the whole ALPHA night! (Jus to tell u guy tat I dont really stink tat day! Jus happen to come back from my dance practice!)

In the park 1

Today me and shell decided to study in a different environment. We just happen to be at Jalan Song around 1pm and we agree to give a try for this newly open Starbuck! Guess wat, it was really nice and ......expensive! Tat time there wasnt any people at all and it feel like this whole place belong to us!! But i do enjoy the atmosphere and the design. Shell is the one who really enjoy it more than i do! Here are some of the pictures i took and this is how it looks like from inside.

Nice design for the ceiling and lighting!


Well arrange, but kinda small.


Another angle. This is facing the methodish church! Nice view!


Ya, kinda small and narrow!


Like i say, she is the one who really enjoy it a lot!!!


This was taken after she finish enjoy the view! EMO gal!!!


Then me, shell and grace head home around 5pm from beth home. Then suddenly, out of the blue we agree to go to friendship park for a walk. Well instead of walking, we end up feeding the fish!!! haha end up smell like fish food!!!


Look at this cute little dog, is it adorable!!!


Sun set view......


nice one!!

What's at the center of my life?

God or Unforgiveness?

My life might be revolving around unforgiveness if i......

-Pull the plug on friends when they hurt me, even if they apologize.
-Obsess over bad things that people have done to me.
-Avoid people I'm mad at.
-Feel intense anger about things in my past.
-Want people to pay for what they have done to me.
-Sometimes want to hurt myself to make the pain others have caused go away.
-Secretly want bad things to happen to certain people.
-Am afraid that if I forgive people, I'm saying that what they did to me was OK.
-Sometimes try to cover up the pain with food, watching movie, scold at others, etc.


It hard, Lord. I have done most of the points above, and still doing it. It really hard, help me Jesus. I am scare I will loose my good friends. Bitterness is like taking little doses of poison, over time it will steal my life away. God wants me to experience the freedom and peace of forgiveness. I still remember what Pastor Cheli preach about having war with the devil on Saturday Alpha night. Now we are in spiritual war right now. We shud go against the evil spirit, not fighting among brothers and sisters in Christ. This is wat the devil wan us to do! Help me Jesus!

This is the verse I shud meditated on: "Do not be bitter or angry or mad. Never shout angrily or say things to hurt others. Never do anything evil. Be kind and loving to each other, and forgive each other just as God forgave you in Christ" (Ephesians 4:31-32). It really hard for me cos Emo rules over me. I shud be strong in God, please pray for me to have a heart of forgiveness! Yes i shud always keep telling myself, never give up! God is with me!

People know you by your words

Have u ever had words just pop out of ur mouth without consciously thinking about them? I do and it is very often! U know wat, it's so common. May be it's funny or a little embarrassing. Or may be u and I are ashamed because something hurtful or rude or colourful words came flying out of the mouth.

Haiz sad, isn't it. Let's picture the last time we had a fight with someone, anyone. How i wish i didn't do tat or how regret i am now! It brings back all my sad memories. How about u? Were u surprised to hear urself throwing out totally hateful things? Or are people around u constantly blessed by ur kind words? Do u find urself getting carried away with telling sick stories, ripping on people you don't like, or laughing about things tat dishonor God? Or are ur conversations examples of godliness? Many time i didn't realised it and i was so get use to it. Wonder how many people i had hurt them badly. It just cant help it.

As i read this verse from Matthew 12:35-36, Jesus taught tat the mouth is like an overflow valve for the heart. Whatever our heart's filled with spill out of our mouth when we least expect it. Just because we say something accidentally doesn't mean it's OK!!! We'll be held responsible for every careless words! Scary isnt it!

If u find ur mouth spouting inappropriate or wrong things, whether u are joking around, speaking in anger, or jus having an everyday conversation, check ur heart first. We might find some things in there tat need to change.

Ask God to reshape our heart. He will always help us when we ask, everyone shud know! Read James 3 for some awesome advice bout controlling the tongue. How do i know all this? I read it from the bible magazine. Remember wat Uncle Richard preach on one of the Sunday! About how powerful words can be! We can either curse others or even curse ourself.

There is a persistent battle going on for purity in my heart, which is same goes to everyone's heart, and tat battle often overflow into conversations. Avoid careless talk and choose to use words tat show a heart full of God's truth and love. Never give up!

Forgive me Lord...

On the last Sunday, i was in a bad mood! I was overwhelmed by my anger and I did something without thinking. Shame and regret was all around me and I call upon the Lord for help. God talked to me through my dad's email! This is the verse and msg:

"Remember ye not the former things, neither consider the things of old. Behold, I will do a new thing. (Isaiah 43:18-19)"

Do you know that God has more for you, no matter how discouraged you are seeing things around you right now? The enemy has been stealing what belongs to you all these while and have demoralized you from moving on into a new dimension of God's purposes and plan for your life. Never forget that it's God's desire to bless you all the time in this life -with joy and peace and prosperity and health.

Sadly, many of us are cheated into a mind -set of thinking with a very low self-esteem unfortunately. You mean to say the God of heaven and earth sacrificed his only son to die for you in vain? He took not only your sins! he took your sorrows! He took your pain! He took your sickness! He took your poverty! He took your curse! upon Himself and exchanged blessings and richness to your body soul and spirit.

Who is this God !!!who says, "despite all what you are, I still love you with an everlasting love, no matter what!?? You know what? Your best days are yet to be seen! Yes tat right! There is more ahead for u then behind u. But the question is, are you trusting God and hoping that God has destined a future ! a hope! that perhaps is not seen at the moment, yet you expect to see in His time. Paul says , in Rom 8:24-45.

We hope for what we do not see, we eagerly wait for it with perseverance.You know whats the problem? We have been so deceived with the lie of the devil. Some of us refuse to move on because something has happened in the past that us thrown us into a negative pattern of mind set which has virtually paralyzed us. We cling to things of the past fearing to try again, fearing that we will never be able to make it again! The devil is a liar! Its absolutely never God's desire for you to live like that, never! never!

Watch out! the enemy is all out to manipulate your mind and make you think and blame your past to for your present and if you fall prey to him he will ruin your future. Listen! you cant go back and make things different. The simple reason is that you are not the person now, you were then!

Hey! Life is so precious! Unfortunately we have taken so much for granted and left valuable time to speed pass us and sadly we wake up one morning only to discover, we have lost so much! Yes we have missed so much! so much of God given precious time! by merely dwelling in our past disappointments and failures.

Listen! Are you lonely ! Are you sad! because you feel everything is lost. God wants you to know that the important thing about life is that, it is always possible to try again! to stat again! to love again! this time not believing in yourself but believing in God and His promises. Today is a new day to look forward to a new start, into a new dimension. Where do you want to go? Look higher ! Dream higher! Soar higher! You will only receive what you believe. If you think defeat you will be defeated forever! You think small you will be small forever!

It's time to throw away all the garbage that binds you to the past and aspire to move on and make the best of what is left over. Every moment is so precious! because we never will know how much time is left over! Face the challenge a new life! a new day! a new beginning! That's where God wants you man!!

You know what? I lost many things many times in my life. But in that "loss" God was working out His character in my life and He taught me how to value and appreciate His blessings upon my life. You bet your life, you are capable of restating and loving many times more because we are the manifestation of God's love!

Become passionate with God, he holds the keys to your future. God will do a new thing in your life if you allow Him. Never give up!

Hillsong Kids - Never Give Up

The rain may be falling and lightning fills the sky
But the sun is rising
God is on my side
The wind may blow around me and thunder may go boom
The clouds are disappearing
Your light is shining through

[Chorus]
Never give up ‘cause He's always there
Never give up anytime, anywhere
Never give up ‘cause He's always there
Remember God is always by your side.

The Temptation!

Matthew 4:1

Do u ever have the itch to do something sinful? When u experience temptation, how do u handle it? Doesn't it seem to lurk around every corner? Even when u manage to sidestep a particularly tough temptation, a new one rears its ugly head. Sometimes it's like the same one keeps coming up over and over again. It's a constant battle. Sad and tired, isn't it! I am the same as everybody, sometimes u just can't resist it and feel like wanna give it a try or do.

But do u know there is a hope! Jesus fought temptation and won. Satan ambushed Jesus when he was tired, hungry, and alone, but Jesus had a way to stand firm. He put his trust in God and relied on scripture to counteract Satan's lies. Wow way to go Jesus!!! Give Satan a taste of God's word!!!

While i was reading the bible, i finally realised something. Did u know tat God purposely allows temptation to happen? As u read the verse, it mention the Holy Spirit led Jesus into the desert in order to be tempted by Satan! Wow can u believe tat!!! It might sound crazy, but God uses temptation to help us grow. Talking about desert, it reminds me of tat saturday night at the Trinity Methodist Church, where the pastor from California preach the sermon about it. Seems like it really related to it. Wow pastor, i really like ur sermon!!! Cool man! Will talk about next time. Ya temptation, facing and overcoming sinful desires tests ur commitment and brings u closer to God. By resisting the urge to sin, u prove tat God's Spirit is alive in u.

Don't try to fight temptation on ur own, and remember tat u are never alone. It might sound weird but take a huge tip from Jesus, know God's word and live by it. Rely on God's power to beat the pull of sin. Remember guys, He always provides a way out - 1 Corinthians 10:13. So the next time u are tempted, thank God for giving u yet another chance to experience his power and goodness, and choose to follow him. Never give up!!

God bless!