Emo again? Haiz....

Sometimes my emotions drive me crazy! They seem to be taking over. One day I'm up and loving life, and the next I'm mad and feeling tired. Sometimes I jus wan to chuck them all and not feel anything. Know wat, emotions can stink when they are dragging us down! Haiz so tired of this thing happening again and again..... Guess I need to learn to rely on His truth rather than being controlled by feelings. Do help me! Yup never give up!

BFF!

Isn't it amazing how ur best fren can cheer u up like no one else? Who's there when u don't make the squad? Who stands by u when an embarrassing moment tempts u throw into stress? It's tat person, ur BFF!

Tat fren is the one who laughs when u laugh, cries when u cry, encourage u when u r emo, and has ur back no matter what. Who else can u gab with the hours after school, provide transport and stay up giggling all night? Thanks pal, u are a blessing to me! Thank God for the gift of a true fren. Never take ur fren for granted cos tat buddy is a treasure from Him! (James 1:17)

Awwww.... wat a heartaches!!!!

Sometimes life is jus TOO MUCH! It is easy to feel like u are losing ur mind. Think about the last time I had 3 exams, 4 presentations, 4 individual assignments and 5 group assignments due in 2 weeks! An extracurricular stuff to top it all off. Arrgg.......... this is crazy..........! Those are only a few of the countless to-dos tat can spend my peace into a nosedive! Thinking about it is enough to give u fits of dizzy spells! (T_T)


Now, question is, where do we turn for energy and calm when life packs a wallop? As i read Philippians 4:7, Jesus was no stranger to the stresses we face. Yup, he saw lots of heartache in the people he met, and it caused his heart to hurt too! But he is called the Prince of Peace for a reason. His peace is like a massive hug tat is BIG enough to wrap around the hugest problem in the world, well in our life of coz! It doesn't let all the junk (rubbish as well) around us get in and mess wit our heads or rob us of our security in him. Hear tat, worldly temptation or devils, HE RULES!

Jesus' heart aches over ur heartaches but he doesnt stress out over anything because his promise of peace is bigger than all of it! Yes amen to tat! Now i need to learn to depends on him, it never easy but i believe on Him. I believe all of us can do it if we depend on Him!
Never give up!

Another good fren leaving......

I had a fren. Her name is Tonyong. I know her during ICCTS (International Cross-Culture Training School). Though i only know her for 4 months, but we are like brother and sister. Sad thing is tat she is leaving Kuching to Brisbane, Australia. (T.T)

Tonight we, the Bethany gang which consist of 10 ppl, have a farewell dinner especially for her at WestWood. Well the food was quite nice, though it not wat i wanted, without air-con. But all of us did enjoy spending time together.

The dinner start at 7pm and end around 9pm. But thank God, when we about to pay the bill, the who restaurant black out. God did let us had our wonderful time together, fellowship. Thank u God! Ya she is leaving tomorrow morning at 10am, but i think i may not be able to make it and sent her off. No worry, she is coming back on Jan next year. So for the time being, will pray for her journey mercy and msy God watch over her! Thank u Tonyong! Take care and never give up!! ^.^ (She taugh me how to set the features of this blog)

Relationships 1

I messed up. I hurt someone's feelings, lost my temper, or maybe just let my mouth run away without my brain. Even when i m joking, I tends to overdoing it!

Now wat? Cry over spilt milk? This is childish! Ya i know wat shud i do! Admitting when we're wrong is not always easy, but it's the first step in repairing a broken relationship with others and with God.

Be honest and upfront with the person u hurt, regardless of whether the goof-up was intentional or accidental. 'Fess up and humbly ask for forgiveness. Reaffirm how much u value their friendship. Swallow any pride that might make u want to prove how right u were, and instead seek peace with the other person. Guess i got lots of this to do now!


To those i have hurt: Sorry for hurting all of u! If i ever done something awful to u, please accept my apologies..... I will try my best to change and will not do it again! Will ask God to help me with it. Thanks!

Ya it true, never give up! :)