Gotta Be Somebody - Nickelback

This time, I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life, the one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough
So I'll be waiting for the real thing, I'll know it by the feeling
The moment when we're meeting, will play out like a scene
Straight off the silver screen
So I'll be holding my own breath, right up 'til the end
Until that moment when, I find the one that I'll spend forever with

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that
'Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight
And dammit this feels too right, it's just like déjà vu
Me standing here with you
So I'll be holding my own breath, could this be the end
Is it that moment when, I find the one that I'll spend forever with

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that
'Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

You can't give up, looking for a diamond in the rough
You never know, when it shows up, make sure you're holding on
'Cause it could be the one, the one you're waiting on
'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me, ohhh

Nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there
Nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there


I like this song! I think this is a good song! What do u all think?

God Bless!

The Power of Faith

Matthew 21:21-22

You may be thinking, So let me get this straight. If I believe, I'll get anything I ask for in prayer?! Wow, that's quite a deal.

It is quite a deal, but it's not quite the deal many people think... It's actually better.

Some people think that anything includes any old desire, whether it's for more money or a quick fix to a problem or a life free of trouble. That kind of view leads straight to disappointment with God because God isn't about being a heavenly Santa Claus who fills our list of requests, and that's actually a really awesome thing.

God knows and wants what's best for us. He wants us to experience the joy of salvation and a close relationship with him. Sometimes that means not giving us what we think we want because he has something better in store that will bring us closer to him. He wants us to take part in his work. When we ask him for anything that will bring him glory and spread his love, he will definitely provide those things. The key is being totally dedicated to him; when we are, our requests will have his interests at heart. Never give up!

God Bless!

You will not be in the same situation forever

"I am about to do a brand new thing. See, I have already begun!" (Isaiah 43:19)

When God wants to breakthrough for you! when God want's to bless you! just forget about whatever hindrances that are before you and simply keep walking into your new season of blessing. When your Khiros has arrived nobody can snatch it away from you. When your appointed season is at hand the enemy cannot touch you.

You know wat? Whatever u may say, let me point out to u tat it was purely GRACE tat enabled u to make it this far! If u are afraid of the future you need to do a postmortem of ur past. How did He carry u faithfully through the many incredible storms in ur life, tat u felt sometimes tat u were not goin to make it through and yet He did not forsake u nor fail you!

Are u exhausted and tired of waiting. U say i have waited so long, God is not listening. Heaven seems to have shut the door for me! When will God move? I am terribly discouraged and disappointed! U know wat? God is indeed listening but He has got a greater plan for u. So often we miss the significance of His plan because we are so focused on our problem. When God's appointed time is right for u God will suddenly move heaven and earth for u. "I am about to do a brand new thing............... see I have already begun."

I don't know if u had realized tat ur miracle for a breakthrough is at ur door step. God is getting ready to open some doors tat have been closed too long! "I am about to do a brand new thing." He is going to release an anointing tat will break every yoke tat has held you back from moving forward for so long. Maybe it's a relationship! Perhaps it's ur study or ur business! a healing! or a new approach to an old problem! So, are u ready to move with Him?

Focusing always on God first then through God looking at your problems. Then, keep expecting and claiming great things from the Lord. When u live your life is such axcitement! U bet ur life a new season will suddenly be born for u! Amen.

The message above was given by my dad, when i was about to go back to kuching and go for the interview tat day. This was originally written by Pastor Jai, from Full Gospel Outreach Ministry, KL. Sound wonderful and easy, isn't it! Never would i thought this is a message from God. I always doubt tat God never talk to me. Now I have finally see it! Do u know, this situation wasn't the first time happen to me! Similar case happen when i was in Form 5. I didn't get a 50 in my Form 4 average mark, so tat mean i have to stay. So my mom went and write an appeal letter and sent it to the education department, but it was rejected. In the end, my dad seek help from this Eng teacher, who happened to be my dad's classmates long time ago and quite close to the principle of my school.

After a whole months time, I was finally accepted and move on to Form 5. Exactly the same case as this time. Janna and Rebecca, both of them have help me with the 2nd appeal letter and teach me how to answer during the second interview! Through all these complicated process, I finally able to study again this semester and stay in Kuching! Can u believe this? Its like history repeat itself, or should i say i repeat the same mistakes again! Guess i really need to go through a hard time to learn. At the same time, God wan me to come back to Him and depend on Him. All this while i was busy, keep on depending on my own strength. It was indeed God's Grace tat make me stand here today! Thank you Lord!!! Hopefully i would not repeat this mistake again, or else i hav to go through these situation again. I will work hard and give Him back the Glory.

"Matthew 21:22 If u believe, u will receive whatever u ask for in prayer. God surely bless d faithful one and tat is u. Never guive up", this was the msg sent by Aunty Mee Tin when i m still down. Thanks Aunty Mee Tin, u really support me a lot! "1 Samuel 12:24 But be sure to fear the Lord & serve Him faithfully with all your heart; consider what great things he has done for u." Janna msg me after I tell her my good news. Ya it may sound scary but it true, i should be serious and grateful for what He had done for me. Thank you Janna, and u too, Rebecca! Love u both!

Lastly i wan to say thanks for those who support, encourage, and help me when i am sad and moody. Thank you! And ya, forgive me for showing my fake smile and sad face, spoil the atmosphere and making all of u worry! I will improve and be a better man!!! Yeah! \(^o^)/

Yup, God is good, God is caring & God is in control! Never give up! Amen.

Why is this happen to me...

Today is the day i get my answer...... an answer tat I dont wan to hear and know...... I pray so hard to ask God to give me the answer i wan, but eventually it didnt...... Really feel sad and hurt..... I was force to take a semester break, in other words i was banned to take up any subject this semester, which is my current uni, Swinburne.

Why it had to be like this? Why can't i get to enroll any subject? A semester break, meaning four months without studying.... It really hit hard on me when I hear it when I went for an interview on Feb 18. Why did the Review Panel gave me this decision? Didnt i learn my lesson already? Didnt i jus came back from my 3 months semester break? Why did they still wan me to take another long break? Is it my reason wasnt good enough to prove that i m seriously wanna change to be better? Is it so bad to give a person another chance?

I was so depress and worry the last few days, I have try to put on my smiling face, the usual face to appear infront of all my frens. I dont wan to let my frens to feel sorry for me. I dont wan them to worry about me. I jus wan to be normal toward them, instead of pouring out all my failure.... But in the end, i jus cant hide from them. Guess they know me very well, cant help but to tell some of them. They are all kind towards me and i really appreciated it. It make me feel a lot better and i manage to loss some of the weight. Thank you guys, all of u are the best.

Still i cant stop worrying, why God? I know everything, i had most of the knowledge. I know how to deal with these situation, but still i feel so bad. I know i had fail my subject 3 times and get an exclusion from the uni. Yes it is really my fault for not taking the last chance and put in my best. Sorry God i have been disobdient toward u. I have ruin the last chance u had gave me. Guess i deserve it, yes this is my punishment i deserve it for not taken it seriously. Now i m really lost, dont know wat to do next.

I cant believe this is so REAL. It was hard to breath now.... I jus feel so tire, and yet i cant seems to rest well at night. I always look down ont those who had the same situation with me, always thought how come they are so stupid. Now i know how do they feel! I always bet on my study and my exam, never really lift up my hand and do it......

I have write another appeal letter. Wasnt it good enough to prove how serious i m right now? I have ask Janna and Rebecca to help me. I have do what Aunty Mei had told me to. Lord, help me! I m a man with small faith. I tends to depend too much on my own strength..... Sorry Lord!
I really dont know how to face my parent and relatives now, even to those who have pray so hard to me. I really feel like i owe them a lot.... Now, right now, i feel hopeless. I have loss all my emotion, feeling, my faith..... What shall i do? All i know now is to complain....... Pathetic!

I need to know what direction i shud go now. What should i do now? Change uni? Work? I jus wanna complete my degree and get over it as soon as possible. Haiz seems like i was haunted by my mistakes i made.

I really need to think positively, look at the bright side. Jus only 4 months, is not tat long. I can still continue to study after that. The punishment wasnt tat bad, compare to those who need to stop for 1 whole year. Mine consider minor. I should thanks God for this, isnt it, Shellyn told me tat. Actually it wasnt so bad to work for a while to gain some experience, che chung told me. U shouldn't give up jus because of my mistake and this is wat the devil wan to to think, Aunty Mei told me. I believe God will make a way for u and jus leave it all to God, Pei Sing msg me. Well jus move on and pray about it and leave it to God as He know what is best for me; do ur part and leave the decision to Him, said Janna and Rebecca. God is good, God cares, and God is in control, Shellyn text me. Everyone made mistake, and u r not the only one who go through it; take it as a lesson and improve it urself through tat; move on and never give up, say Aunty Mei and Aunty Mee Tin.

Do not worry. Rejoice and praise God even in this 'minor' setback. Just do it. In this way, you have strength and victory over circumstances, said my parent. Yes, my heavenly Father will help u, stop worrying and trust in Him, Amanda text me."... dares to challenge his players to believe God for the impossible on and off the field. When faced with unbelievable odds, the Eagles must step up to their greatest test of strength and courage.With God, all things are possible!", from the movie, Facing the Giants.

Yes indeed, God had be nice to me. When i was form 4, i almost didnt made to form 5 due to my average mark. With God's grace, I have the chance to finish and graduate with all my classmates. I sat for my CAT, an accounting diploma, UK certificate. It was really hard tat time cos it was very hard and the marking is strict. With God's grace, i have made it. Look at all these miracles, my faith in God should have been better. Why this time He jus cant do like wat He did last time? I m still praying and seeking for hope, strength, answers........